Black Ego Box

... I just wrote yesterday, at 4 a.m. Feel free to tell me about any faults you see, since english isn't my first language, and tell me if you love it, or hate it, let me know if I have to go hide under my bed, or be proud of what came out from my sick mind.

You didn't know who you were messing with, and now it's too late

This all began as a dream
But it has now become a nightmare
All because of my broken mind
And I wonder if it'll ever mend

I should have told you sooner
What's all held in my head
'Cause now all I feel is regret

I hoped someone would have saved me
But how could that ever happen
If no one knows what there is
To save me from

So I should have told you sooner
What's all held in my head
To save you from myself

I'm just a monster
Why didn't I see that coming
Who am I to force you into those feelings

I should have told you sooner
What's all held in my head
'Cause now all I feel is regret

But do I even feel anything now
'Cause I'm just a monster
How didn't you notice it
I didn't change
It was here from the beginning
I just can't control it anymore

And I should have told you sooner
What's all held in my head
'Cause now it's too late
And all I want now is too keep you from falling down with me