Black Ego Box

I was tagged by the sweet polyglot cartoonist blueprum93!

1)How are you at the moment?
stressed out of my mind!

2) Why?
cause i went to the mall today, and i'm kinda on the agoraphobia side

3) Give me 5 bestest persons at buzz.
5...  not like i know that much people here... well, lovesongindisguise, blueprum93, miserypassion (but i didn't see her around for forever now), xbert4lifex and sappysuperunknown10

4) Do you like yourself?
not.at.all.

5) What do you like to do in your free time?
listening to music, playing along with my guitar, write things no one will ever read, draw things then throw them away, read and.... i guess that's it 

6) Do you think you're able to do everything you'd like to [right now, from that place, are you confident enough //not in future]?
the future is a blackhole seen from my side

7) Do you think fighting makes any sense?
no, who can tell who's right? the one who's stronger? not in my mind

8) Was last question clever?

not dumb.

9) Which places would you like to visit?

Australia!! and the States, but i don't know which state i'd want to visit, i mean, i wanna see them all!! and Japan.

10) Honestly, give me one person from buzz, who made you feel special, like their friend? 

hmm all the persons that take the time to talk to me (i know, it's supposed to be one...)

11) What's your mobile phone?
don't have any, and don't feel the need to

12) Would you like to have (new) one?
keep that away from me!

13) Do you like to smile?
i can't, even when i'd like, or if i'm kinda happy, i can't bring  myself to smile... must have some muscle problem...

14) Write poems?
lyrics, i try

15) Eat?

don't get this one?

16) English?
i loooooove this language! don't know why... i love reading and writing in english, but it sure aint at school i learned it...

17) French?
i'm french... and happy to be, i mean i think it's pretty difficult to learn

18) Slovene?
never heard a word of it, so can't tell

19) Polish?
same

20) Sports?
ahem, does sleeping 15 hours a day counts?

21) Internet?
what would i do without it??

22) Do you think life gets better or worse day by day?
seen by my side, it's getting worse...

23) Are you nervous or calm person?
nervous as hell!!

24) Is there any message you'd like to tell the world?

kiss on the cheek the first person you see in the morning (even if it's a stranger on the street!!)

25) What's your favourite line in a song?
"You're making me feel like i was born to service you, but i'm growing by the hour" - Muse (Hate This & I'll Love You)

26) The cutest thing you've ever heard?

erm... nothing comes to mind right now... oh english people pronouncing 'r' with a roll

27) Do you love your parents?

i used to be really really really [...] really really really close to my mom, but i'm kinda growing distant at the moment... i'm just not feeling talkative, nothing to do with her; about my father, i've never been close to him... maybe cause i was stuck to my mother all the time!

28)What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of your life?
sigh a sigh of relief, but at the same time think, 'oh my, i didn't accomplish anything' and would feel some kind of despair... do i make any sense?

29)Do you often think about death?

if i say a lot, people would freak out! i aint suicidal, i just think about it cause it's here, it exists, period.

30)Is this the last question?
i'd like!!

31) Are you sick of tag-tests?  that was my first one.... i finally lost my tag test virginity

so, i'm tagging lovesongindisguise, ladylazarus, xxhimxsavedxmixlifexx, sappysuperunknown10, aaand geewillyoumarryme!